January Feedback

January was a starter to everything. As this consumes the new part of beginning, let's not give the game away. Might as well had i say that i start working in this precious little boutique as fashion designer. Glamour as it may sound but what i can say it's not what had i imagined before. Consultation is one thing but handling is another. So what a skeptical mind be, mess inevitably appeared. Just.keep.calm.and.try. 

To sort things out, no, to sort thoughts out, Krabi is the answer. Lols. With beautiful soul sister of mine, Syuhada we were travelling north to find out what's best about it and i must say, the islands of Phi Phi are incredibly beautiful. Of Thai Traditional massage (which cost about 200 baht = RM 20) which i experienced at Pu Massage, various of local pancakes, Tuktukride and that equals to amazing. Although public transportation can cost you pretty bad (money what i referred to as Aonang beach to Krabi Town cost about 800 baht and airport to Aonang is 600 baht), this is one in a lifetime. Who cares? 

We were staying in Areetara Resort, Aonang beach. Mind you, the hotels are very strict regarding on their terms and conditions. For nightlife people, Krabi is a bit dull during night so it's recommended if you just stay in Phuket as the islands experience are provided just the same by tour agents. But please be aware of non-halal food whether it is included or not.

Aonang Beach

Bamboo Island Phi Phi

The famous Maya Island of Phi Phi

Getting our way to Krabi night market is not a waste. There's so much souvenir you can look out for.

And there is my January Feedback. Thailand was down for twice. What's next?

2012 and now 20.01.2013

2012 was miraculously beautiful on its way. Replacing every inches of previous year, i am blissfully blessed for what i had found each days. 

The new beginning is the sweet exploration they say. I admit it was boundlessly wonderful for the thoughts of friendship they'd offered. Even we've known each other for quite a limited time, i cherish everything with all of you. The HQ team and classmates. I never expect our friendship would be this deep. Thanks a million for being there buddies.

Graduation of Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM) - Bachelor (Hons.) Art And Design (Fashion Design)

And after five precious years involved in school of fashion, i finally graduated. And without my backbone, what would i be?

The precious two, Amar & Shahrulmazidah.

My yin and yang. Highschool and remains still. My ups and down, there is no judgement. Only thousands of worth advise.

Singapore Escape.

Backpacking with my sister. And I might add, she's the awesome Dora The Explorer. I love you, kiddo. And uhh, one step to another shall we?

Birthday and Celebrations

Relationship between my family and I are growing stronger this year. Too many events to count. Waterfalls, Waterworld, i couldn't expect more from you guys. And these includes you, Azira Amir. *hugs

Unexpected Features

My designs had featured in InTrend December issue as the newcomer designer of UiTM 2012. Yippie! And not to forget, they'd also featured in Nona October issue. What to expect? I will probably says, expect more to come. Lols.

The Werewolf
One of endless supporter thus far, the werewolf. Eventhough we're not as adventurous as Bonnie and Clyde, as romantic as Romeo and Juliet, as cool as Kim Kardashian and Kanye West, i am glad i found you pretty but ahh i'll still blame you for my fatty belly. Enough said. Haha. Okay, i kid.

Happy twelve monthsary of this adorable loveship.

xx

18 Oktober 2012

Bumi disinari kelam matahari. Burung berkicauan mambalas riang. Kedengaran laungan katak rindukan hujan. Kanak-kanak berteriakan. Bagai pelarian di medan fifa lagaknya. Satu persatu visual mereka diamati dalam perjalanan. Kabur. Sayup-sayup sahaja. Tak dipikul beban di hati. Langkahnya berat, seberat amat. Ditenung figura di hadapannya. Sayu. Dijaga, disuap makanannya, didengari ratapannya. Lantas memori gah menari di kotak ingatannya. Kali pertama bertentang mata. Kali pertama itu dipegang tangan kecilnya. Dijaga bagai emas permata. Ah mungkin jauh lebih itu. Dipukul manja sayangnya. Apa salahnya lagi. Kerana satu persatu nikmat kehidupannya ditarik. Harta yang tidak ternilai baginya. Dia tegar. Dia redha. Barangkali ketika itu atau kemudian. Dia tahu itu sahaja jawapannya. Mungkin saja tuhan lebih menyayangi. Siapa tahu. Kaku terbaring jasad itu. Namun dia tetap tabah.

Dan tika itu burung masih berkicauan riang.
Al-fatihah kepada arwah Mohd Fahmi bin Saiful Bahar.

Acknowledgement

It is pre-official. I am done with everything regarding on my studies. Five years involved in fashion design do make me realize it was worth the wait. 

A deep appreciation along with the journey goes to the one who never fail commit her existence through thick and thin during the venture, my mother. She is definitely my stark, conjointly with the other fellows ; my brothers and sisters. Thanks for endless care and supports towards my needs.  

The other half, the wolf. I am much obliged for your patience during the rough times, and added with the wonderful pace we had, i will bear in mind.

Friends, both the bestest and fashion companion. The friendship we have is unforgettable and unlimited. The laugh, the cry. We know we will made it somehow. It is us who decide what's better for us next. My prayers goes to all of you.

On top of all, Mr Faizal Hamid and the other lecturers. It is not too much to say I'll be nothing without them. The knowledge and good moments we had is priceless somehow.

Presenting 

Sweet Sensation

xx

Fashion Workshop

To be remind that i only have two months to settle down the designs, i am screwed. Honeymoon engaged no more, i broke up with the fears. Yah. I'm on the track back. Feast your eyes with some photos around our workshop.

 First toile is already proceed. So goes with illustration. Come on, Anastasha. You can do better. A little motivation is a must ay. Accompanied with my sweet one, life just gets better. 

In previous month, i did planned birthday celebration for my cupcakes. They're the one who never leave me behind. Through ups and down, they're still there. As i tweeted before, 'kamu semua terukir di bintang dan tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu.' I love you.

Coffebean Clan - High school remains.

Syaa's 23rd birthday

Fantastic Four featuring Jijie Ninie - Diploma remains.

Ika & Ain's 23rd birthday

Friendship may have its continuity but my heart for you is not. It gained, even. 

May odds will be ever in our favour.

xx

Random Thoughts

Anything anyhow leaving me numb. I was thought i could do this. I am better than this. Miracle happens for those who hustle, wise man said. But what if hustle didn't bear in mind? This is not what i am signing for. Lost may be the only word as i been involve with self-pity in past few weeks. It's like i'm in the role of Alice but trapped in no land. Assignments didn't act nicely with such emotion ya know. Same goes with the living. Honeymoon is over.

I guess the temperature of final semester didn't suit me well. 

Across the timeline.

March had just arrived. It’s funny how time flies too fast. When you thought that you need time and space to settle down whatnot and snap, here you go again. Lost in direction I ought to add. Cheering to final semester, pretty nervous state in heart. Temporary feelings, perhaps. Inquiry revealed the fact that I made this decision when I was too young to know that this is not what I’m hoping for. Slightly different in many ways. Love as matter of fact in everything was confusing. I want to kiss hard on my ambition, married with jolly people, meeting new challenge and get high all along. Oh faith, don’t you dare to fail me now. Just as if I don’t stuck with negative thoughts, knowing that I’m better than this.

When the flame of hope burned low at times, there’s always someone who always stay there no matter what. Come to think of it, if you weren’t there I might not survive this. Thanks good friend, you, you and you. Well you know who you are. I have found another door, excuse me to experience it will you? Caught with rebound no more, the anxiety in common was incredibly unexpected. I want to get lost with it.

 Hopes and fears. 
This ain’t black magic. Destiny has brought us to the next level. Devoted myself to future, I will do now.